||[Apr. 21st, 2005|08:20 am]
I'm going crazy. Perhaps I was always crazy in some way but failed to realize it inspite of the total serealness of my life in Bremerton. And maybe because I was pissed drunk or avidly stoned day after day..... |
"why cant I get just one kiss..."
But now that I have a river of time and I cant help but to start thinking.
Why did I do that?
I should have handles that alot better.
Stop being so damn moody.
Is there something wrong with me that I cant see?
Maybe, just for me, time will rewind and I could do everything different. Starting at the age of 3.
ewww! What the hell is that.