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Subject to Change [Dec. 13th, 2005|07:59 am]
butressofwinser
[Emotional baggage |crankycranky]
[Funky Grooves |Aus Rotten]

It is clear that I must find my other half.

I find myself thinking of the past a lot. Wishing I was back there were there was no worries, only drunkin' parties. Its like everybody left me when I moved. My friends for years turned their backs on me. Why? Are they better than me.

My inner soul is sad. I'm sad. I need to find something that completes me. I had an emptiness that was filled by drugs and alcohol. I cant do those things anymore. I'm making a life for myself. Going to school.

What I really want to do is make my own Comic Book. I want to be an artist for a living. what if i'm not good enough. The things in my past inspired me to draw what I knew. I know nothing now. I see nothing now. I'm so overwhelmed. I have so much going on but still nothing.

There is 2 type of people. One who never feels alone because they are so damn cool they never can be alone, I was one of those. Now I'm the other. Alone in my own aftermath.

Grow Up
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[User Picture]From: kdeekates
2005-12-13 09:53 am (UTC)
I would love to hang with you again, I'm home from school for break now.
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[User Picture]From: butressofwinser
2005-12-14 09:01 am (UTC)
Yay! I'll be home on the 16th. Sharies? Coffee?
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[User Picture]From: fuckmeblue
2005-12-15 04:29 pm (UTC)
why you trippin boo?
you know you always good
in my book.


i didn't turn my back on you.
i turned around and you were
gone. call me!


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