||[Sep. 23rd, 2004|01:09 pm]
|||||Cake: Confort Eagle||]|
I havent seen Dustin since yesterday morning. I was suppost to pick him up last night but i decided not to. I have been so tired. I have a list of things to do but they never get done. I cleaned my house today.
I feel somewhat accomplished.
I'm falling in like.
Dustin: "If you ever got mad at me and decided not to talk to me i dont know what i would do. Probably go crazy. I think anybody could go crazy, even you."
*flashback* Remember when you ran away and i got on my knees and begged you not to leave because I'd go bizerck. well, you left me any how and they days got worse and worse and now you see i've gone completely out of my mind.
so, yeah. I needed a day alone today. Our relationship consists of getting high, hanging out, watching Adult swim or listening to music, and sex!~ Lots and lots of sex.
Elizabeth is back. thats way cool. Good times with her. I have few friends and all of my relationships with them is a little rusty. Like they could fall apart at any time.
I'm so fortunate to have my uncles. They went to Vegas for 5 days and i thought i was going to die. I was utterly alone in the giant world for five whole freak'n days. I took care of myself well enough. luckily they arent leaving like that again for a while.
My uncles like Dustin.